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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
today when BAOC i was bored to death sorry people, i just cannot do anything i was so sick i mean why should i say sorry, when non of the people there even care if i was dead or alive anyway, i just getting for negative feeling about the whole idea of BAOC or what sco, sb or sc i just hate it........ people, dun believe in me doing props.... have information not sharing with me, hiding so much things from me. Yet want me to be like a fool commit myself and be a donkey? maybe is a chain effect or am i just pouring myself with negative emotions because i feel like i was dragging myself to go killing my every cell........ lets not talk about this things anwway after baoc i went home took a shower and when to chalet even though i was sick, but at least i feel much more happy hahaha i went by 5 than play fatal frame II so fun and e hahahah bought pizza and KFC hahaha hahhaha than movie and games thank TB01 so much, so much i really apprecate the cake you buy for me i really do, thanks you so much................you guys had brighten my poly life giving energy to study and go on in poly........me thank you cause you believe in me, and at least at least when i got back home only to find my sister came back just after me first things she told me some words and she cried...i knew is bad news from syf i hug her, and she cried so badly on my shoulder my heart pain, a feeling so painfully i know how hard she is feeling now, 2 years ago i was just as sad as her i could not do anything much...........even the tigger i bought for her yesterday and card i wrote cannot help i just feel so helpless, and useless. seeing my sister cry, i only can give her my shoulder for her to cry...and making soup and small snack for her.... mei mei, you have to be strong, causes you will always have me as a brother for your whole life. I will protect you mei....stay strong and be positive so your band can move on.... it just remind me when i was in secondard four crying so hard, so hard... however, we still have a gold at least.... i just wish it will not be a regret for my sister seeing her cry and acting strong in front of me make me even sadder. Cheering for the rest whole she was crying. I know she was just like me...Wearing a mask to cover our sadness and unhappiness just to make other feel better... At least i know my sister is no longer a girl but transforming to a fine woman.. mei mei stay cheerful tomorrow is CVSS turn.....i cannot go...but my heart is with you guys, Strive the stage is yours. |
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