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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
At last blogger back to normal hahahahah =) now in school and 30 mins later is marketing i still have not done a single shit haiz I realise something is 5th week in school already, OMG can you imgaine or not? time flew so fast i mean 2 more week is common test = ( i think i have been really slack this semester, or am i the ame all the while? Yesterday i recieve something, not to say = ( but sooner or later everyone will know and i am really afraid about it haiz.... i just want to be a humble person, not easy i hate label.....maybe i really should look at a birghter side = ) life is really busy everyday i will wake up at 6 and reach home later than 8 is really tring sometime, i really want to sleep all the way though really time fly and i am so scared that i have to see enough and experience enough time passed and i will leave this world.... is like 2 more month i will be 18, can you see? 18 x 365 = 6570 days has just passed by 157680 hours just tick away = ( yet i have not acheive anything in my life did i? maybe i am just a idoit IEF, Marketing, OM,ISP,EC ====> projects? am i done ? NO!!!!!! None had been done....marketing i did not even see what i am suppose to do am i rushing myself? or am i creating stress to my peers? but is 5th week in school yet nothing had done? really? i am stressing themselves? because i know people working with me only complain about the workload, and i cannot see any enjoyment in them. Maybe is work and is school, maybe no body really like them....... i am so sick of school! EVERYDAY like going to a battle zone, seeing people who wants to kill me... yet i want peace. i cannot have it and i choose to ignore and pretend i cannot see. Monday i told myself time will slow down if i wish i could, however is wed today in a blink of eyes..... i am so scared.... people died, and one person in my block had left. my uncle(mummy side) had passed away 2nd uncle had just passed away..... i am so scared..... i am scared that people are leaving me...= ( my fear builds and i do not wish the time flow so fast.... because i scared people who are dear to me leave me behind..... really time goes.... last Sunday was mothers' day mummy i love you....i know is really very hard for her cause her brother had just left her... i know she is hiding her pain, but i wish she could cry in front of me seeing her bearing pain i feel so sad.... a toy and a hug and kiss will not heal her pain and score heart we pretend to be strong, like me but......! 妈妈我爱你,你是我生命的原动力. 我爱你...... になわかりまうか。お母さんすきです。 bring my mother to the concert hall, she heard the song 妈妈好,she keep her tears she told me she do not have 妈妈了. i was....... she is alone, no more parents... living in Singapore alone.... it must be so difficult for her, leaving everything she has behind for the my family.... cannot even see the last moment of her parents and brother... i will treasure my life, and i will always be happy and make my life and my family a joyful one. |
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