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Stanley, 06.22.89
殷亿 - Chinese
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Friday, July 06, 2007

i do not know how am i feeling
so mix

I do not about what am I doing all this while. Chasing after my goals? Or am I just doing things for the sake of doing. I do not know why I let my booster fuel to drip away the way. I sometime just feel things are moving too fast, or I am moving too slow? I wanted to slow the time down to stand and see more things but I am always forced to move on. When I want to turn back and the view again I am too far away to feel and understand.

“Treasure every single second”

I know is important but time is moving in a speed that I have no way to put very single second into the treasure chest of my heart.

“The dying of the flame”

I do not want this to happened, I do not want the burning passion that had fueled me die down. These days I had always feel splashes of cold water froze the flame that is burning within me; I tried burn even harder only finding myself being splash continually. I felt exhausted and drained. Perhaps the water was only allowed to freeze me was because I allow them to do so. I know I could have protected the flame within me, but….

I do not know what am I doing am what am I feeling; I just hate being abandoned and neglected. Seeing myself cast on the wall by the blazing light, I saw a black subject who resemble me. I tired to touch it wanting to reach it but I cannot grasp any substance. The black substance grew in size and soon overwhelmed me and the blaze was melting me and disabled me. I do not know why I kept chasing on the subject that I could not feel and why I spend time dueling and allowing the untruthful light to burn me.

Perhaps I should just forget about the negative that kept following me and perhaps I should really lock the criticism from harming me and dragging me. Perhaps only I could escape I will be able to see a greater miracle.