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Stanley, 06.22.89
殷亿 - Chinese
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Monday, September 10, 2007

life is really full of uncertainty
anythings could happened, every minute and every second a disaster could happened
yesterday, an unexpected event happened.
i did not prepared myself for this at all
i had never know is so serious till i heard it myself.

wen an's father is not feeling well
and wen an have to immediately return to Singapore to visit him
i had never know it would happened
yesterday we accompany him to a cafe........
there he break the news to us.....
i can say wen an is very strong, if i were to received this kind of news i wonder if i can even talk
perhaps, when people are in tough times, we could see their real self.
indeed, wen an is a nice person in his way

today, what happened?

okay, today what happened?

morning wake up, we go to have a walk with wen an, sort of a last walk
he bought so many things and buying most for others,
hm.................
it atmosphere is like sending of a person and not going to see him again
as if i am belong to china now......!!!
furthermore, from what wen an said as if he is leaving here with lots of regret
haven climb the mountain, haven go to the zoo and haven walked all the malls
what i could do is say, "you are lucky you can go home"
a only word of comfort i could give to him......nonetheless, is not a good things too
wen an, i will try my best to walked the place and i will send you the pictures

we just now had a lunch with kong fei,
that feeling was like a last meal..........i cannot stop but keep looking at him
wonder how i can live with for 28 days more
what am i talking, feeling i am very selfish
that time i said odd number is bad, however even number does not seems to work too
omg!!!!

think the time in china other than in work, it would be very weird i suppose
i think is a feeling we felt...........!!!
think of it............... cannot stop but take a deep sign.......!
poor wen an, wish you all the best!
i have to thank take good care of myself le...!

maybe i am too selfish, or am i too softhearted?
i am so lost now............!!!!!! maybe a person behave a certain ways, is because of their upbringing........!
maybe i have no rights to judge a person, is their life and is how they choose to lead their life
although i cannot agree with them, at least i can understand why would they think this way.!

caused i believe everyone have their whole set of believe, be it morally good or wrong!
it the set of believe he wants to follow........i cannot stop them to follow but at least i could correct is it really hurts.....

wonder what am i talking and what am i writing........!!!
today it makes me even miss Singapore and the people around me!
perhaps, i am wrong in certain ways too
perhaps........
if i am wrong, i say sorry...........but wish time can go faster
maybe i should make more new friends then at least i will have more support
i can stop but keeping thinking of .....