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Friday, November 23, 2007
i need some assurance sometimes maybe that is me! scared that it will not be a good idea.. i should not think too much, if a place do not need me! or a place that cannot accept me! i shall not be there! it affect me and make me look bad... i think is partially my problem, unable to take direct instructions that force me to do something without a choice...!! i should understand! or i understood... i get angry! yes very piss! but i have to control my emotions... there is no point to be upset with things that i cannot control! my as well use my energy for something or somewhere that value me! i may not be the smartest! or the bookiest! nonetheless i know what i can do... if i am not accepted or agreed or treasured! i find it no point making myself valuable "Self fulfilling prophecy" i learned that! if people look at you this way, you cannot change that easy! maybe the biggest lesson is about the first impression... i think i have many more things to worry about! and i shall go to place where i am at least accepted.... although i am sad! but still is part and parcel of life maybe the office politics and back-stabbing is not me! i do not enjoy and i hate to be part of it! i know is important! to know the evil things i knew it, i saw it and i heard it! but i simply hate i do not wish to be part of it!!! calm! i have to control my emotions.......!!! ____________________________________________________________ lucky the tough week is about to end and later i will have a good night sleep!! lets reflect what i had done! monday - FMGT meeting and 1 more meeting Tuesday - Study for CMA Test! and Economics classes Wed - CMA Test! Thurs - IandE meeting and FMGT meeting Fri - BLaw, HRM and FMGT meeting...!!! no break no rest! only now! dramatic things happens! ECD tender approve! Projects and work will have to start IandE - Final Report have to be handed by Monday date have to be reschedule due many factors!! (Things may not turn out to what i wanted to be! but i will work out no matter what) IandE - Major planning for the huge project on animal carnival had to be done! allocations of many things! and stressed up now! ECD finding the machine we needed and many negotiation have to be done soon! BLaw and HRM projects have many paper work and research I have to do FMGT formal presentation coming Monday! Many class tutorials have to be completed and Presented in class yes! i know i have to go to where i am value! if i cannot control the factors! i shall not put my energy to it! my do things that i have to do... |
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