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Stanley, 06.22.89
殷亿 - Chinese
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22June1989
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Sunday, September 21, 2008

i want to go out!
but i have no way to go

i want to feel the wind and water
but i have no way to go! SO SIAN LAH Singapore
so small, so small, so small
everything seems to be the same
every street remains the same
everywhere is so small
Walking can bring you around the whole of Singapore!
so bored....... I want to go out alone!but thinking about the same street, i rather stay at home
why is my country so small? i am seriously bored! although there are still many places i haven explore! but, aren't them the same?

I want to see plots and plots of land! with mountain and flowers
falling leaves and snows, i so wish that i have all the money that allow me to go anywhere i love to go
this place is just too small for me... every place are occupied with people, there is no place where i could be alone! Not that i want to be emo! but i want to be alone sometime
quietly with no distraction and disruption
alone where i can think and feel better... Where i am do some searching of the truth
just want to enjoy the world of beauty and simplicity
is too noisy here and too stressing here that i could no listen to myself that well

sometime i just feel like sleeping and sleeping (people is say a waste of time)
at least i feel like being away from the demanding world for a while
i chose to live in pure ideas and pure adventures in this realistic and unforgiving world that does not offer. such dream can be even more purer as it is filled with once subconsciousness. Instinct seems to take over rationale thoughts.

the more i think about the world that surround me, the more i felt it is ugly
all the tall building and "modern world" seems so evil
perhaps is the pace of life that we had made us forget the instinct within each individual

just wish that one day! one day i would change my thinking and not wanting to be alone anymore
but sharing with i had that was always not spoken