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Thursday, November 20, 2008
Mentally tired, not able to produce any work I feel! Getting very restless and moody after the work (still working) but is just that I have a mental block now. Is very heavy and is making me really weary! Is like kind of easy, but when I have to source for hundreds and hundreds of leads, it is no longer easy. Worst working in a environment where I have to be alert all the time is making this situation even worst. Luckily is Friday, the hell is ending soon man! However, one thing is over other are up… Trying to get as much time alone, I am really lack of energy to carry on! It seems tough really! This is part of learning experiences right? My job is really not the tough; all it needs is lots and lots of patience and focus. I really want to work full 8 hours, but I guess I can never achieve that! COS IS overwhelming. What I am doing is like digging a tunnel, the more I dig the more tired I am. The First few digs are easy, but as time goes on it is getting tougher and tougher. Knowing that I have to dig tons of tunnels, how motivated can I be? Worst is not a game of solo digging, there is a competition going on! (At least I can feel it) How I wish it is not happening… But this is working life right? Although is in internship, but still we are trying or learning to climb a corporate ladder. If that is what you want to learn, I have to face it right? If not I would have gone back to school to have my lecture and tutorial. That is why I hated to work in a company because such “game” it will never end! Just want to have a business on my own, or at least do something that is will not participate in such “game”. But the truth is no matter what field or job, such things do happen. Is just the survival of the fittest Looking at the history and the journey of human being, it is not hard to see how this “game” is being played. From the time of the first cave man to the “modern” us, what makes the big difference. The different is the game of the rule! The rule are just created by us… News rules simply just overwrite the old rules when people accept it. Human has the power to create the most beautiful things Yet, Human has the power to do the nastiest things Beautiful is just nasty isn’t it? Why am I even writing this? I thought I am very tired! But why am I thinking so much? Or perhaps I am just organizing my thoughts so far! Or perhaps I am too tired till I have no idea what I am thinking….Thinking about it! Today is my 4th weeks here in Shanghai or I phase it in other way, I have just spent a month in shanghai so far. WOAH! Fast? YUPPY |
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