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Thursday, December 04, 2008
I understand myself? I wonder! Do I know which path I want to take in life? Trying so hard to try to know more about myself! After what I have heard just now, I cannot help but trying to know who am I really. Perhaps I still do not fully understand myself, if I cannot even know myself how can I know what I really want. If I cannot even know what I really want, how can I know what others want? At this point of time, I really need to ask myself the first question before I can even proceed on trying to find my path in life. After thinking so much, I was thinking, perhaps I need to manage my inner self. Everyone is seeking名与利. 有的人为了名与利而不择手段！名是什么？利又是什么呢？这真的有那么重要吗？Is that greed or fame? Why are people fighting just to reach to the top of the ladder? BUT! What can you find at the top, Happiness or Loneliness? Like a pyramid, the higher you climb the further and further you are apart from the ground. And if the foundation fails, the person on the top will fall straight to the bottom. Which get the most damage? So what can we really find at the top? Perhaps money! Perhaps the power to command! But isn’t all this manmade? Perhaps we are living in a super complex environment where we have to be mould into a similar “image”? Like a factory, are we being made or build into a similar product? Rules, regulations, advise, teachings are just the actions we adopt to make everyone similar. We are always framed in the similar box so as to prevent us from going wrong. But is this the most important factor? Perhaps too many people (our leaders) make us a “machine” or “product” that has to be customized to meet the “demand” of the “market” (SO MARKETING). But isn’t this a fact in our society? We are just being shaped into a common thing so that we can “succeed” isn’t it? I believe what we need to do is free ourselves and make decision that are really good for ourselves. “Is being different that scary?” I just felt that we are like bird in the amusement park, where our inner wings are break by our “gurus” to prevent us from flying away. Isn’t this life? We are always trapped in the area! Even how much we want to fly away, we are still trapped in our own enclosure. If only we can put in some courage, some determination and some effort we can free ourselves from this enclosure and find a sky for our own. Finding my path, finding my 道路！ Perhaps we have to walk further to know what “path” we have to take. Because we can choose which path we take, is only if we want to find it for ourselves or not. 你在哪里？为什么我找不到你呢？你为何离我呢么远呢？我在心里可以感觉到你，但在心里就是看不见你。 我等着你。Finding who I am, and what i really want. |
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